Oh my Heavenly Father what on earth is going on in my life? Am I being just like Peter? Am I so afraid of what non-Christians or luke – warm Christians will do to me if I am different than them that I deny scripture and place their opinions in its place?

Jesus shed his blood for me yet if I am doing this how can my sins be covered? And if my sins  are left open bare before you my God  then I will not be able to stand in my time of being Judged.

Oh my Lord and Savior help me? Do away with the sins that are in my life and make my walk with you pure.

Then do for me what you in your word say that you can do for me. Do not oh Lord leave me in confusion wondering what on earth is going on in my life.